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June 09 2017

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Momentarily

It’s what my heart feels
Not because of connotations that automatically derive the heart to emotion

But, anatomically speaking. The function of the heart and that it has a bigger purpose.

And I think, even when it comes down to law. And statutes….

The bigger picture…

My email address had been burned. For years. It had been hacked so many times, I set up counter measures to prevent it.

Because I’ve had that email since high school. Cell phone number, had been burned too.
Because I’ve had it for the past 10 years or so

Mainly to not loose touch with old contacts.
Don’t really add new ones either. Mainly because I’m beyond low maintenance in all aspects.

Including socializing…
Because I had relied on the fact that I had at least a few handful of people I could contact whenever I needed something off my chest…

But I push people away too.
And I want to text one person I know will help but I don’t want to bother anyone with things…
In general


Because last year, when I needed people, they were there for me. And then I pushed them away again.

But I’m tired. So tired. Haven’t really slept much. Don’t want to sedate but at the same time.
Sleep. Rest. Relax…

I don’t even want to push any more.
Not as in I give up.
Or I don’t give a fuck

White flag.
I never explained this fully to what I assumed were the characters.

Assumptions. Well…
I made the wrong connections and pushed even more people away because I refused to explain where I pin pointed the source of things…

The ones I trust. Which is still, very illusive. Since trust is an extreme dichotomy…

If a person believes you can’t trust no one, does that imply they are untrustworthy?

What I say…

Well. My viewpoints.
Ethics.

Turns out, I’m ethically inclined more than I’d like to be.

Because I wanted so bad to be the anti-hero
Because deep down I hate myself
And this comes from years and years of it…

What I say and what I think
What I feel and how I act

Pacifism is what I advocate.

And if someone wishes to divide and conquer, do you abandon your ideas only to destroy them

Or preserve yourself.

L4D
And white flag

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Life is a novella when you put it into words that you try to infuse with passion especially through the view point of emotions

But our sentiments are not necessarily the whole of our being

And when you state facts, you need credible sources.

Well, associations.
I thought about the bigger scope of things. In regards to who you associate with, can be a representation of who you are

Hi. My names Veronica. And I’m full of shit because I say things before I grasp the scope of things

And then, I recant not out of fear but out of what I want to represent on the specific platform

Funny thing is, it usually has nothing to do with anyone other then myself.

Because, edit, edit, edit
The final picture should be perfect

Oh, what’s the message
Shit. I fucked up.
If I take it back, I’m a coward. Say it to your face?
And then what…

See. That’s an unedited thought process

Pseudo intellect
But it depends on the train of thought at the moment.

Last night, I was able to comfortably and without hesitation write candidly in spanish

Maybe it was littered with erroneous words. I only looked up a few.

But if I focus. Words pop into my mind.
And if I don’t focus

The thoughts are everywhere.
Everywhere
EVERYWHERE!


And then, creative rights.
Credit.
Copyright
Inspiration stolen
Ideas preconceived
Words that have been said in the past

Cumulative thought process…
And after all of it…
The will.

It should be stronger than this…

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Life is a novella when you put it into words that you try to infuse with passion especially through the view point of emotions

But our sentiments are not necessarily the whole of our being

And when you state facts, you need credible sources.

Well, associations.
I thought about the bigger scope of things. In regards to who you associate with, can be a representation of who you are

Hi. My names Veronica. And I’m full of shit because I say things before I grasp the scope of things

And then, I recant not out of fear but out of what I want to represent on the specific platform

Funny thing is, it usually has nothing to do with anyone other then myself.

Because, edit, edit, edit
The final picture should be perfect

Oh, what’s the message
Shit. I fucked up.
If I take it back, I’m a coward. Say it to your face?
And then what…

See. That’s an unedited thought process

Pseudo intellect
But it depends on the train of thought at the moment.

Last night, I was able to comfortably and without hesitation write candidly in spanish

Maybe it was littered with erroneous words. I only looked up a few.

But if I focus. Words pop into my mind.
And if I don’t focus

The thoughts are everywhere.
Everywhere
EVERYWHERE!


And then, creative rights.
Credit.
Copyright
Inspiration stolen
Ideas preconceived
Words that have been said in the past

Cumulative thought process…
And after all of it…
The will.

It should be stronger than this…

16:05

Music

It helped reel me back to reality.
After a few mental breakdowns…
And fighting negative thoughts that wanted to start chaos

Which turned to poetry and prose. And logic said to me.

Chill the fuck out

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Life is a novella when you put it into words that you try to infuse with passion especially through the view point of emotions

But our sentiments are not necessarily the whole of our being

And when you state facts, you need credible sources.

Well, associations.
I thought about the bigger scope of things. In regards to who you associate with, can be a representation of who you are

Hi. My names Veronica. And I’m full of shit because I say things before I grasp the scope of things

And then, I recant not out of fear but out of what I want to represent on the specific platform

Funny thing is, it usually has nothing to do with anyone other then myself.

Because, edit, edit, edit
The final picture should be perfect

Oh, what’s the message
Shit. I fucked up.
If I take it back, I’m a coward. Say it to your face?
And then what…

See. That’s an unedited thought process

Pseudo intellect
But it depends on the train of thought at the moment.

Last night, I was able to comfortably and without hesitation write candidly in spanish

Maybe it was littered with erroneous words. I only looked up a few.

But if I focus. Words pop into my mind.
And if I don’t focus

The thoughts are everywhere.
Everywhere
EVERYWHERE!


And then, creative rights.
Credit.
Copyright
Inspiration stolen
Ideas preconceived
Words that have been said in the past

Cumulative thought process…
And after all of it…
The will.

It should be stronger than this…

14:11

magefire:

hey reblog or reply w/ games that feel like home for you, games that immediately make u feel calm and peaceful the second you hear the intro music, and it’s like coming home or a breath of fresh air

Watching them play through resident evil

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nayyirahwaheed:

from  ‘bone’ by Yrsa Daley-Ward.
the expanded edition of ‘bone’ with @penguinbooks will be available  online and in bookstores on Tuesday, September 26th. 2017.
PRE-ORDER NOW AVAILABLE.
on  
Amazon US - http://bit.ly/PreOrderBone
Amazon UK - http://bit.ly/PreOrderBoneUK
and
penguin.com.

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Data mining
Vs
Thought police

Estoy tratando de ver si la machina detecta lenguage

Si es universal, o
Lo que pienso

data mining

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Por que apparencias aves ayudan a pintar una Imagen perfecta de lo que se necessita para complir lo que se desea

ocurrencias pasan sin coinsidencia o aves por un sentimiento que no tiene repuesta o rason

no mas por que una persona decide cayar la voca sobre una situation que es mas grande que si misma, no queire decir que tiene miedo.

Si una persona dice que quiere Libertad, puede ser una verdad, una version.

I’m a coward because I chose not to engage.

Alomejor ya vive esta Vida en otro tiempo

O en otro mundo. Por que todo esto ya paso. Y poreso empuje yo.

Por un sentimiento de que algo paso. Algo grande.

Y lo peor es cuando al fin dices parte de tu sentimientos la reaction y sentimiento grita que ya sabes lo que va a pasar

Con El enojo y attaque a la bruja, demonia, manipuladora, supesta mente yo.

Y luego occuren cosas que verifican lo que se sabia, en sentimiento

No verifique por que…no queria El control sobre la libertads de otro humano

Aves quieres…domir y callar los piensamientos que domina la Cabeza. Que no deja concentracer en nada

Pero no se calla El cerrebro aunque queires.
El momento que tiene que fingir que estas en tranquilidad por que al fin, apparece…

Y luego. Llegan ideas otra ves

Cosas que se dicen en confiansa
Y en quien pones la confiansa

Y comienza El peleo para ver quien va a sufrir mas o la risa que va a segir

Quien quemo a quien. Quien va a quemar mas

La cosa es una palabra contra la otra
Y Qual es mas verdad…y aparte de todo

Te doy gracias por todo. No nombre, por que es generico la gratitude

Al mundo y El universo

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Deep sigh…

No conclusions…
Not this time…

But, as I said touché…
I perceive it will magnify in intensity…

02:56
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danskjavlarna:

From The Ingoldsby Legends, scanned by the University of Glasgow Library.

My Site | My Books | My Videos | My Music

02:04
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June 08 2017

16:56
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Can’t wait to get my hands on either of these titles

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Thou time. The All-destroyer. Blessed is the fruit of thy womb. Dancing mad with Joy. Now and at the hour of our death.


Www.ravizupa.com/store/

Print available @posterchildprints on instagram

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horrorsoflife:

Girls! Girls! Girls!

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hillergoodspeed:

friends of mine

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